I’m having trouble staying motivated, even the simple things that I always enjoy are getting harder to do. I had to force myself to finish taking pictures today. i took pictures last week, but never uploaded them. they sat in my camera until this week. My weekday existence is so devoid of inspiration that I come home exhausted, and need the whole weekend to steel myself to go back. I had no idea that being transferred would affect me so profoundly and for so long.